A Teaspoon And An Open Mind: A Doctor Who Fan Fiction Archive

Penname:Tardismate (Lesley Snowdon)
Member Since:2008.01.08
Website:tardismate.livejournal.com


I am a single mum in my very early 50's with an almost 20 year old son, living in the North of England. From the age of 4 (according to my mother, I was one of those kids who hid behind the sofa! lol) I watched Classic Who religiously until it was cancelled. I didn't believe they would revive it and, if they did, thought they would make a Godawful mess of it. Thank God they, meaning RTD et al didn't, (make a Godawful mess of it i mean.) They made it better!
I rapidly fell for Nine's angst, leather jacket, and love for his Rose, then fell harder for Ten's wayward hair, manic grin and The Eyebrow of Snark,(it REALLY does it for me) so much so I think I'm obsessed!

I was incredibly sad to lose Ten, but I think overall David had made the right decision - leave while he still loved it and had not come to resent the fact it had taken over his life. I feel that his time in the theatre recently has re-ignited the flame he has always carried for his first love - live theatre...that and the promise of directing, which he has always wanted to do. It also gives RTD the chance to make up for JE by giving us fans (and he is one of them, it has to be said) exactly the stupendous, awe-inspring and correct ending to DT's tenure - a parting shot and clearing the way for Moffat.

I have to confess to being a not a little concerned in respect of Moffat - yes, he is a brilliant writer...but as show-runner I'm not so sure. His stories tend to run darker than RTDs, and I think that his Doctor is going to be a much darker and angstier figure than Ten, because he has again lost his Rose, added to that his human self committed genocide, which did not sit well with the Doctor. I'm still not completely enamoured of Mr Smith. I'm not sure he has the internal gravitas needed to play a nine-hundred-and-odd-year-old alien. Added to that, I'm not remotely attracted to him, so it looks like my fic will have to stay as Nine and Ten-centric. Not a problem, I hear you cry!)
Yes, I love Nine, (and would squeal like the fangirl I am if he did return,) but one angsty dark Doctor is quite enough for me. As clever as Moffat is as a writer, (and Blink was one of the scariest things I've seen - and one of the cleverest) I don't know that he'll do the character justice. We'll have to wait and see, I guess.

I've been lurking and reading the amazing fanfic on this site for quite a while, but this is my first time as a fanfic writer. I have however written before, and just finished my first novel ( a 120,000 word effort, which may or may not be any good - we'll see what a few publishers have to say about it.)

I usually write Nine/Rose smut, Nine/Ten/Rose smut, Ten/Rose, Ten2/Rose, Nine/Rose/Jack, and Ten/Rose/Jack ,but I'm not averse to a challenge, and like reading it almost as much as writing it. Don't think I'll be doing Eleven...I'll wait and see!

I usually post first at my LJ, tardismate.livejournal.com. where you will be welcomed with open arms.

Feel free to IM, message me or e-mail me, I'm usually lurking about somewhere, being a bit of a cyberspace whore (LOL).
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Stories by Tardismate [49] Favorite Stories and Series [194] Favorite Authors [36]
...And Still.... by Tardismate [Reviews - 9]
Begins with THAT scene on the beach at Bad Wolf Bay, and continues with the POV's of the main characters involved in that scene(spoilers for S4-Ep13 Journeys End)
Tenth Doctor - - None - Series
Characters: None
Open: No

An Exercise In SmutFics by Tardismate [Reviews - 2]
Just a collection of my Nine/Rose smutfics, really.
Ninth Doctor - - BDSM, Explicit Sex, Non-Con, Swearing - Angst, Het, PWP
Characters: None
Open: No

Chasing The Demons by Tardismate [Reviews - 0]
A series charting the recovery of both the Ninth Doctor and Rose from the trauma they are dealing with from their lives before each other, and the issues arising from that. Angsty, fluffy, and smutty in equal measure.
Ninth Doctor - - BDSM, Explicit Sex - Angst, Character Study, Fluff, Het, Hurt/Comfort, Introspection, PWP, Romance, Series
Characters: None
Open: No

Of Telephones And Timelines by Tardismate [Reviews - 1]
A collection of fics wherein the Doctor and Rose make good use of telecommunication devices, and the nefarious uses they put them to.
Ninth Doctor, Tenth Doctor - - Explicit Sex, Swearing - Action/Adventure, Angst, Drabble, Drama, Fluff, Het, Humor, Introspection, PWP, Romance
Characters: None
Open: No

Stealing The Air by Tardismate [Reviews - 0]
A collection of fics showing the breathless moments in the Doctor's life.
Ninth Doctor, Tenth Doctor - - Explicit Sex, Swearing - Angst, Character Study, Fluff, Het, Hurt/Comfort, Introspection, Romance, Vignette
Characters: None
Open: No

Strangely Human by Tardismate [Reviews - 1]
He had never felt human before now - how hard could it be to live his life as one?
Tenth Doctor - - Explicit Sex, Swearing - Action/Adventure, Alternate Universe, Angst, Character Study, Drama, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Introspection, Romance, Series
Characters: None
Open: No

Stories
...And Still He Runs... by Tardismate [Reviews - 6]
His hand reaches out to take hers and run for their lives. His hearts stop as all he grasps is thin air. No Rose - not ever again.
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Action/Adventure, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Introspection, Series
Characters: Other Character(s), Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th)
Series: ...And Still....
Published: 2008.07.11 - Updated: 2008.07.11 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 786

...And Still He Walks.... by Tardismate [Reviews - 7]
It's silent as he walks the corridors, missing the hum that was previously his constant companion.
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Angst, General, Hurt/Comfort, Missing Scene, Vignette
Characters: Other Character(s), Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th)
Series: ...And Still....
Published: 2008.07.09 - Updated: 2008.07.09 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 586

...And Still He Wants.... by Tardismate [Reviews - 5]
He can feel her fingers ghosting over his eyelids, her fingertips tracing down his nose and across his bottom lip.
Tenth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex - Angst, Het, Hurt/Comfort, Introspection, Series, Vignette
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th)
Series: ...And Still....
Published: 2008.07.09 - Updated: 2008.07.09 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 918

...And Still He Watches... by Tardismate [Reviews - 14]
He stands and watches as she challenges him. (Spoilers for S4-Ep13 Journeys End)
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Angst, Het, Series
Characters: The Doctor (10th)
Series: ...And Still....
Published: 2008.07.08 - Updated: 2008.07.08 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 203

...And Still She Needs... by Tardismate [Reviews - 4]
She watches him from the corner of her eye, the man who looks like someone else - someone she needs.
Tenth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex - Angst, Het, Hurt/Comfort, Series
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (Duplicate 10th)
Series: ...And Still....
Published: 2008.07.10 - Updated: 2008.07.10 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1428

...And Still She Sleeps... by Tardismate [Reviews - 3]
He watches her sleep from the chair by the window, the guilt and pain twisting his innards as he realises just what he has done.
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Alternate Universe, Angst, Character Study, Hurt/Comfort, Introspection, Series
Characters: Other Character(s), Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th)
Series: ...And Still....
Published: 2008.07.11 - Updated: 2008.07.11 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 986

...And Still She Waits.... by Tardismate [Reviews - 6]
She waits, holding her breath, willing him to say it.
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Angst, Het, Hurt/Comfort, Introspection, Missing Scene, Series, Vignette
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th), The Doctor (Duplicate 10th)
Series: ...And Still....
Published: 2008.07.08 - Updated: 2008.07.08 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 454

...And Still They Live... by Tardismate [Reviews - 1]
They talk quietly, almost reverently, as they walk, remembering the events of exactly one year ago; events that had lead them to be here now together.
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Alternate Universe, Angst, Het, Romance, Series, Vignette
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (Duplicate 10th)
Series: ...And Still....
Published: 2008.07.11 - Updated: 2008.07.11 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 960

...Epilogue ...And Still They Love... by Tardismate [Reviews - 7]
Rose lies sleeping peacefully in his arms, looking so tired, but still so beautiful he can hardly believe she is his.
Tenth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex - Alternate Universe, Fluff, Het, Introspection, Romance, Series
Characters: Other Character(s), Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th)
Series: ...And Still....
Published: 2008.07.11 - Updated: 2008.07.11 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 3889

..And Still He Wonders.... by Tardismate [Reviews - 9]
He stands and wonders as he remembers (spoilers for 4-13 Journeys End)
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Het, Series
Characters: The Doctor (10th)
Series: ...And Still....
Published: 2008.07.08 - Updated: 2008.07.08 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 320

A Human Angle by Tardismate [Reviews - 22]
He stood, hands in pockets, looking down and marvelling at the tiny miracle that was his newborn daughter; refusing to let the tears in his eyes fall as he watched her suck her tiny fist. His daughter. Two words that contained almost his whole world. Two words that made him whole again.
Tenth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex, Swearing - Alternate Universe, Drama, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Introspection, Series
Characters: Jackie Tyler, Other Character(s), Pete Tyler, Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th), The Doctor (Duplicate 10th), The TARDIS, Torchwood
Series: Strangely Human
Published: 2008.08.02 - Updated: 2008.09.28 - Chapters: 5 - Completed: No - Word Count: 8469

A Little Miscommunication by Tardismate [Reviews - 9]
It wasn't often that he gave in to her request to go to a nightclub, so when the Doctor had crossed his arms over his chest, sighed, then said, "Fine. I give in. Go get changed. Meet back here in half an hour." Rose hadn't hesitated, and ran to dress for the occasion.
Ninth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex - Het, PWP
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th)
Series: An Exercise In SmutFics
Published: 2012.06.15 - Updated: 2012.06.15 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 664

A Pound Of Flesh by Tardismate [Reviews - 4]
He had meant to put this one back in his private collection (under lock and key normally – some of the films he owned were downright disgusting, and certainly not fit for Rose to see, no matter how much he would enjoy them acting out some of their contents) but he had forgotten.
Ninth Doctor - Adult - BDSM, Explicit Sex, Non-Con - Het, PWP, Series
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th), The TARDIS
Series: An Exercise In SmutFics
Published: 2008.07.23 - Updated: 2008.07.23 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 2114

A Rough Road Leads To The Stars by Tardismate [Reviews - 4]
A new man, a new hand, in hers where it belonged.
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Action/Adventure, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Introspection, Vignette
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th)
Series: None
Published: 2008.10.01 - Updated: 2008.10.01 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1082

A Sexy Little Paradox by Tardismate [Reviews - 21]
A deserted planet, beautiful but empty. So how could he feel something was about to happen - something that would change everything between them.
Ninth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex - Angst, Het, PWP
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th), The TARDIS
Series: An Exercise In SmutFics
Published: 2008.09.27 - Updated: 2008.09.29 - Chapters: 2 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 4265

An Interesting Evening by Tardismate [Reviews - 8]
She reflects on the day they had just had.
Ninth Doctor, Tenth Doctor - Adult - BDSM, Explicit Sex, Swearing - Action/Adventure, Het, Humor, Introspection, PWP, Romance, Slash
Characters: Jack Harkness, Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th), The TARDIS, The Doctor (10th)
Series: An Exercise In SmutFics
Published: 2009.02.28 - Updated: 2009.02.28 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: No - Word Count: 1295

Back In The Saddle Again by Tardismate [Reviews - 5]
The Doctor leaned against the console, folded his arms across his chest, crossed his feet at the ankles, looked up at the ceiling, and sighed loudly. Why did humans have to go and complicate everything.
Ninth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex - Het, Introspection, PWP
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th)
Series: An Exercise In SmutFics
Published: 2009.08.31 - Updated: 2009.09.01 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1023

Best Served Cold by Tardismate [Reviews - 5]
He wanted – no, needed – retribution. Rose was the most beautiful human he had ever met, and no-one had the right to use and abuse her like she was nothing. Even thinking about it now made his blood boil, and the anger burned like an ember in his gut, threatening to burn him if he let it loose. And he couldn’t. Wouldn’t. Shouldn’t.
Ninth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex - Angst, Het, Hurt/Comfort, Series
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th)
Series: Chasing The Demons
Published: 2009.09.28 - Updated: 2009.09.29 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1664

Big Bad Handsome Man by Tardismate [Reviews - 7]
Rose sat at the table, absently running her finger around the edge of her drink, and watched as the Doctor squired the tall, lilac-haired Queen of Anbellios around the circular edge of the dancing area, and onto the glittering surface, placing a rather possessive hand in the small of her back, before gathering her hand and gliding off.
Ninth Doctor - Adult - BDSM, Explicit Sex, Non-Con - Angst, Character Study, Drama, Het, Mixed
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th)
Series: Chasing The Demons
Published: 2009.09.06 - Updated: 2009.09.06 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 2734

Ceremonies and Consequences (or The Taking Of Miss Rose Tyler) by Tardismate [Reviews - 11]
He watches her on the dance floor with another one of her pretty boys. He does not like it.
Ninth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex, Swearing - Angst, Character Study, Het, Hurt/Comfort, Introspection, PWP
Characters: Other Character(s), Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th), The TARDIS
Series: An Exercise In SmutFics
Published: 2008.07.13 - Updated: 2008.07.13 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 5309

Cupboard Love by Tardismate [Reviews - 6]
As they ran along the corridor, the Doctor was looking for somewhere to hide. The Kantropians had excessively sharp hearing, but their eyesight and sense of smell were next to useless, so they would have to stop every so often, listening intently for their prey.
Ninth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex, Swearing - Het, PWP, Series
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th), The TARDIS
Series: An Exercise In SmutFics
Published: 2008.08.02 - Updated: 2008.08.02 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1604

Denial is a State of Mind by Tardismate [Reviews - 6]
He watches as Rose's eyes shine at him, her tongue peeking through her smile, and he tells himself he does not want her, not in the way she wants him.
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Angst, Character Study, General, Introspection, Vignette
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th)
Series: None
Published: 2012.06.15 - Updated: 2012.06.15 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 321

Dreams And Wishes by Tardismate [Reviews - 7]
In the quiet of the now almost deserted medical suite of the Torchwood Institute, Rose thought of all the might-have-been's and what-if's in her life so far, then sighed brokenly.
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Angst, Fluff, Het, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Standalone, Vignette
Characters: Jackie Tyler, Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th)
Series: None
Published: 2012.06.15 - Updated: 2012.06.15 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 640

Dressed For Success. by Tardismate [Reviews - 18]
He single-mindedly headed in their direction, scattering others in his wake, unsettled by the look on his face and in his eyes, until they were directly ahead of him. The pin-stripe suited, messy haired pretty boy raised his head, caught his eye, raised an eyebrow at him, grinned and winked.
Multi-Era - Adult - BDSM, Explicit Sex, Swearing - Het, PWP, Series
Characters: Rose Tyler, Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th), The Doctor (9th), The TARDIS, The TARDIS
Series: An Exercise In SmutFics
Published: 2008.08.04 - Updated: 2008.08.10 - Chapters: 4 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 6580

In Shades Of Black And White by Tardismate [Reviews - 4]
He stood in the kitchen, leaning against the counter, oblivious to the whistle of the kettle as it boiled merrily, too lost in self-recrimination to notice. He should have told her what it might be like; should have explained why he had acted the way he had.
Ninth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex - Angst, Character Study, Fluff, Het, Hurt/Comfort, Introspection
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th)
Series: Chasing The Demons
Published: 2009.09.06 - Updated: 2009.09.06 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 3697

It Gets Harder To Be A Martyr by Tardismate [Reviews - 6]
He's tired of doing what is right.
Tenth Doctor - Adult - BDSM, Explicit Sex - Drabble, Het, Introspection
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th)
Series: None
Published: 2009.08.10 - Updated: 2009.08.12 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 100

Moments That Take Your Breath Away by Tardismate [Reviews - 11]
You pluck up the courage to ask her to come with you, and your hearts sink when she says no. You leave, and realise you forgot to tell her the important bit.
Ninth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex, Swearing - Angst, Character Study, Het, Hurt/Comfort, Introspection, Romance, Standalone, Vignette
Characters: Adam Mitchell, Jack Harkness, Mickey Smith, Other Character(s), Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th), The TARDIS
Series: Stealing The Air
Published: 2008.08.23 - Updated: 2008.08.23 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1244

Moments That Take Your Breath Away - Part 4 by Tardismate [Reviews - 8]
You know the Ood are calling you for a reason, but you also know that it means your tenure of this body is almost at an end and so you do what you do best; you deny and you run.
Tenth Doctor - Teen - Swearing - Angst, Character Study, Drama, Introspection, Vignette
Characters: Donna Noble, Jack Harkness, Jackie Tyler, Lucy Saxon, Martha Jones, Mickey Smith, Ood Sigma, Other Character(s), Rose Tyler, Sarah Jane Smith, Sylvia Noble, The Doctor (10th), The Master (Simm), The Ood, The TARDIS, Wilfred Mott
Series: Stealing The Air
Published: 2012.06.15 - Updated: 2012.06.15 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1033

Moments That Take Your Breath Away part 2 by Tardismate [Reviews - 9]
You feel your new body, finding the differences – the teeth, the hair, the mole. Love the mole. You look at her expectantly, hoping to see her smile. You realise you are rambling. Something else new, you think.
Tenth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex, Swearing - Angst, Character Study, Het, Hurt/Comfort, Introspection, Romance, Standalone
Characters: Cassandra, Jackie Tyler, Madame de Pompadour, Mickey Smith, Other Character(s), Pete Tyler, Rose Tyler, Sarah Jane Smith, The Doctor (10th), The TARDIS, Torchwood
Series: Stealing The Air
Published: 2008.08.24 - Updated: 2008.08.24 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1858

Moments That Take Your Breath Away part 3 by Tardismate [Reviews - 6]
You whirl about the console, not knowing just what the hell’s going on. Rose is coming. She’s coming, oh, please. Let it be true.
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - Swearing - Action/Adventure, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Introspection, Standalone
Characters: Astrid Peth, Donna Noble, Harriet Jones, Jack Harkness, Jackie Tyler, Jenny, Martha Jones, Mickey Smith, Other Character(s), River Song, Rose Tyler, Sarah Jane Smith, The Doctor (10th), The Doctor (Duplicate 10th), The TARDIS, Torchwood
Series: Stealing The Air
Published: 2008.08.24 - Updated: 2008.08.25 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 2262

Mud, Moonlight, & Magic by Tardismate [Reviews - 21]
Rose was, most definitely, not happy. The Doctor was marching ahead of her, not at all perturbed by the fact it was raining heavily, or that the ground had turned to dark grey gloop that seemed to want to cover every inch of her. Added to that, she was cold and hungry too,
Ninth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex, Swearing - Angst, Het, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th), The TARDIS
Series: An Exercise In SmutFics
Published: 2008.10.25 - Updated: 2008.10.29 - Chapters: 3 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 4941

New Boots And Panties by Tardismate [Reviews - 51]
He sighed and shifted slightly to get some circulation going – he’d been standing outside her room for at least half an hour, waiting for her to finish getting ready so they could go to this blasted party.
Ninth Doctor, Tenth Doctor - Adult - BDSM, Explicit Sex, Non-Con - Angst, Mixed, Mystery, PWP
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th), The Doctor (9th)
Series: An Exercise In SmutFics
Published: 2008.11.01 - Updated: 2009.08.17 - Chapters: 13 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 20242

Newly Human by Tardismate [Reviews - 9]
His first day as a human had been a little strange for the Doctor, to say the least.
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Alternate Universe, Angst, Character Study, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Introspection, Series
Characters: Jackie Tyler, Pete Tyler, Rose Tyler, The Doctor (Duplicate 10th)
Series: Strangely Human
Published: 2008.07.14 - Updated: 2008.07.14 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 3484

Of Whimpers And Wet Knickers by Tardismate [Reviews - 4]
The sounds she makes send icy fire shooting down his spine to pool low in his belly, his abdominal muscles tightening, signalling just how much she affects him.
Ninth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex - Angst, Het, Hurt/Comfort, PWP, Standalone
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th)
Series: An Exercise In SmutFics
Published: 2009.02.20 - Updated: 2009.02.20 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 653

Outside, Looking In by Tardismate [Reviews - 3]
They sat around the kitchen table, a pot of tea and three mugs sitting between them, as they silently contemplated the events of the evening, each lost in their own thoughts.
Pete, looking pale and drawn, the glint of unshed tears in his eyes, was worrying the napkin in his hands to shreds.
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Alternate Universe, Angst, Character Study, Hurt/Comfort, Series, Standalone
Characters: Jackie Tyler, Pete Tyler, The Doctor (Duplicate 10th)
Series: Strangely Human
Published: 2008.07.29 - Updated: 2008.07.29 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1567

Phone!Sex - Time Lord Style by Tardismate [Reviews - 14]
The Doctor sighed. Rose was spending a few days with her mother, and even though she’d only been gone for nine hours, forty-five minutes and thirty-one point six three seconds, the Tardis seemed empty without her presence. Too quiet without her chatter, too tidy without her clutter; putting it quite simply, he missed her.
Tenth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex - Het, Introspection
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th)
Series: Of Telephones And Timelines
Published: 2009.08.10 - Updated: 2009.08.12 - Chapters: 4 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 5991

Shadows, Nightmares, and Dreams by Tardismate [Reviews - 17]
He stands in the shadows of the corridor, his eyes burning in the darkness, the only light illuminating his angular features escaping from the small crack in the door. He is watching her.
Ninth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex - Angst, Character Study, Het, Introspection, PWP, Standalone
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th), The TARDIS
Series: An Exercise In SmutFics
Published: 2008.08.11 - Updated: 2008.08.13 - Chapters: 3 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 3927

The Garden by Tardismate [Reviews - 4]
As he opens the door to the Garden Room, he is assailed by the scent of a thousand roses, and knows he has found her. Only for her does the Tardis create this vision of beauty – one thousand fragranced blooms of the flower she is named for – but even they cannot match her.
Tenth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex - Angst, Het, Hurt/Comfort, PWP, Standalone
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th), The TARDIS
Series: None
Published: 2008.08.17 - Updated: 2008.08.17 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1993

The Joy Of Text by Tardismate [Reviews - 4]
Really, she had understood why she couldn’t go, but she missed her bed on the Tardis, missed the hum of the Time Rotor, but more than anything, she missed him. She was glad she had bought him that mobile phone the last time she had been here. He had said he wouldn’t be able to talk to her, but hadn’t said she couldn’t text him.
Tenth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex, Swearing - Het, Humor, PWP
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th)
Series: Of Telephones And Timelines
Published: 2009.08.11 - Updated: 2009.08.13 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1610

The King Of Wishful Thinking by Tardismate [Reviews - 20]
He reached agreement with the trader, and turned to her, with a smile on his face and a look in his eyes she did not recognise. Which was probably just as well.
Ninth Doctor - Adult - BDSM, Explicit Sex - Angst, Het, PWP
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th)
Series: An Exercise In SmutFics
Published: 2008.07.18 - Updated: 2008.07.21 - Chapters: 3 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 6925

The Pleasure Room by Tardismate [Reviews - 7]
The Doctor grinned. It was a particularly feral grin. A dark, almost primal grin. The grin of a man who was about to get exactly what he wanted.
Ninth Doctor - Adult - BDSM, Explicit Sex - Het, PWP, Series
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th)
Series: An Exercise In SmutFics
Published: 2009.09.02 - Updated: 2009.09.03 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 2881

The Scent Of A Woman by Tardismate [Reviews - 10]
He had sent her off to dress more appropriately for the time period they were aiming for and had anticipated she would take some time in choosing the clothing.
Ninth Doctor - All Ages - None - Fluff, General, Introspection, Vignette
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th), The TARDIS
Series: None
Published: 2012.06.13 - Updated: 2012.06.13 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 303

Things That Go Bump! In The Night by Tardismate [Reviews - 4]
Rubbing the now-forming lump on his head, he turned to see Rose and her phone. Which usually meant Jackie. And a visit back to Earth. The pout was accessorized with a brief wince.
Ninth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex - Het, Humor, PWP, Series
Characters: Jackie Tyler, Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th)
Series: An Exercise In SmutFics
Published: 2009.10.04 - Updated: 2009.10.04 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 5763

Underneath the Christmas Tree by Tardismate [Reviews - 14]
The Doctor sat warily on the sofa in Jackie Tyler's living room. In the corner, not far enough away from him, stood a six foot tall artificial Christmas tree.
Tenth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex - Fluff, Het, Humor, PWP, Romance
Characters: Jackie Tyler, Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th), The TARDIS
Series: None
Published: 2012.06.15 - Updated: 2012.06.15 - Chapters: 3 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 4421

Undisclosed Desires by Tardismate [Reviews - 4]
The Doctor leaned against the console, waiting for Rose to finally finish getting changed. She had been gone for almost half an Earth hour, (give or take seven minutes and 34, no, 35 seconds) and his patience had almost run out.
Ninth Doctor - Adult - BDSM, Explicit Sex - Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Het, Hurt/Comfort, Series
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th), The TARDIS
Series: An Exercise In SmutFics
Published: 2009.09.28 - Updated: 2009.09.29 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 7876

Visions And Mindscapes by Tardismate [Reviews - 10]
It had been almost a week since the Tardis had deadlock sealed her doors immediately upon landing on Velfex, effectively imprisoning her occupants. It had not, however, been done for malicious reasons.
Ninth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex - Angst, Fluff, Het, Introspection, Romance, Standalone
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th), The TARDIS
Series: An Exercise In SmutFics
Published: 2009.08.27 - Updated: 2009.08.28 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 6781

Watch Me Fall Apart by Tardismate [Reviews - 7]
He was drifting into sleep himself, heard the music change to something a little slower, more atmospheric, when he heard her moan. It was not the moan he loved hearing fall from her lips as they made love; this moan was one of terror, of pain. She sounded like a wounded animal
Ninth Doctor - Adult - BDSM, Explicit Sex, Explicit Violence, Non-Con, Swearing - Angst, Drama, Het, Horror, Hurt/Comfort, Series
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th)
Series: Chasing The Demons
Published: 2009.09.15 - Updated: 2009.09.15 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 6045

What It Means To Be Human by Tardismate [Reviews - 25]
Sitting in the somewhat extensive gardens of the Tyler mansion, the Doctor leaned back in his chair, put his feet up on the table in front of him, crossed his ankles, and settled in to wait for Rose.
Tenth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex - Angst, Character Study, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Introspection, Series
Characters: Jackie Tyler, Pete Tyler, Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th), The Doctor (Duplicate 10th), The TARDIS, Torchwood
Series: Strangely Human
Published: 2008.07.17 - Updated: 2008.07.24 - Chapters: 4 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 12404

When The Cold Wind Blows by Tardismate [Reviews - 4]
He pulls his coat tight around him; protection against the bitterly cold wind battering him as he stands facing the waves on this infernal beach.
Tenth Doctor - Teen - Swearing - Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Introspection, Standalone, Vignette
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th)
Series: None
Published: 2012.06.16 - Updated: 2012.06.16 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: No - Word Count: 251



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