A Teaspoon And An Open Mind: A Doctor Who Fan Fiction Archive

Penname:paynesgrey (Heather)
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Doctor Who is my obsession, (or more specifically River Song). My other fandoms are MCU, Arrow, Heroes and Inuyasha, but I dabble in others as well.

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Stories by paynesgrey [53] Favorite Stories and Series [24] Favorite Authors [15]
Stories
A Time for Comfort by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
Before he and Rory get revenge, the Doctor must do one thing first.
Eleventh Doctor - All Ages - None - Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Characters: Rory Williams, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.27 - Updated: 2015.01.27 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 309

Amy's Role by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
Amy wants to know what the Doctor's true intentions are.
Eleventh Doctor - Teen - None - Drama
Characters: Amy Pond, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.28 - Updated: 2015.01.28 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1409

Art Appreciation by paynesgrey [Reviews - 1]
Amy makes an impression on the TARDIS. Spoilers: Season 5, up to "The Beast Below".
Eleventh Doctor - All Ages - None - Character Study
Characters: Amy Pond
Series: None
Published: 2014.07.06 - Updated: 2014.07.06 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 302

Ashes and Fears by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
He was too frightened, and he yearned to be soothed.
Eleventh Doctor, Twelfth Doctor - Adult - None - Angst, Character Study, Drama
Characters: Clara Oswin Oswald, Clara Oswin Oswald, River Song, The Doctor (12th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.02.02 - Updated: 2015.02.02 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 562

Bait by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
Clara's tired, and the Doctor scribbles away, planning their next dangerous adventure.
Twelfth Doctor - All Ages - None - Fluff, General
Characters: Clara Oswin Oswald, The Doctor (12th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.02.03 - Updated: 2015.02.04 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 960

Balm by paynesgrey [Reviews - 1]
He comes when he needs her.
Eleventh Doctor, Twelfth Doctor - Teen - None - Romance
Characters: River Song, The Doctor (12th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.02.03 - Updated: 2015.02.04 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 519

Before We Die by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
Wounded, Amy has a last request. Ficlet.
Eleventh Doctor - Teen - None - Drama
Characters: Amy Pond, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.23 - Updated: 2015.01.23 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 314

Can't Forget You by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
He canít forget her; she plagues his mind randomly and unexpectedly and sends his senses through crippling grief.
Eleventh Doctor - Teen - None - Angst, Character Study, Drama
Characters: Amy Pond, River Song, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.31 - Updated: 2015.01.31 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 527

Canvas of Time by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
Amy doesn't understand; the Doctor sees much more of her than she realizes. Spoilers: during the end of "Flesh and Stone".
Eleventh Doctor - Teen - None - Character Study, Romance
Characters: Amy Pond, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2014.07.06 - Updated: 2014.07.06 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 306

Centrifugal by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
In this intimate moment, River wonders if the Doctor believes he can save her.
Eleventh Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex - Angst, Romance
Characters: River Song, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.28 - Updated: 2015.01.28 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1956

Cloak by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
Clara asks the Doctor about their bond.
Twelfth Doctor - Teen - None - Angst, Fluff, Romance
Characters: Clara Oswin Oswald, The Doctor (12th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.02.03 - Updated: 2015.02.04 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1636

Comfortable by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
Amy and the Doctor share in a lazy moment. Ficlet.
Eleventh Doctor - Teen - None - Romance
Characters: Amy Pond
Series: None
Published: 2014.09.20 - Updated: 2014.09.20 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 310

Could Have Been by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
The Doctor is resolved to find his own peace from the war, but it may not be that easy.
Eighth Doctor - Teen - None - Character Study, Drama
Characters: Original Companion, Other Character(s), The Doctor (8th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.31 - Updated: 2015.01.31 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1176

Density by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
Clara feels a pressure inside her that only the Doctor can cure.
Twelfth Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex - Drama, Het, Romance
Characters: Clara Oswin Oswald, Danny Pink, The Doctor (12th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.02.03 - Updated: 2015.02.04 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 6786

Descent by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
Vicki's fear of heights consumes her.
First Doctor - All Ages - None - Angst, Drama, Introspection
Characters: Barbara Wright, Ian Chesterton, Steven Taylor, The Doctor (1st), Vicki
Series: None
Published: 2015.02.02 - Updated: 2015.02.02 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 694

Eleven Probable Honeymoons with River Song by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
They have several random meetings through time, and all of them could possibly be their honeymoon.
Eleventh Doctor - Adult - None - Humor, Romance
Characters: River Song, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.28 - Updated: 2015.01.28 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 3753

Empty Pleasure by paynesgrey [Reviews - 2]
Amy feels the ache of something missing.
Eleventh Doctor - All Ages - None - Angst
Characters: Amy Pond, Rory Williams, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.31 - Updated: 2015.01.31 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 481

Expert by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
He had the most amazing mouth she'd ever seen. Season 5, "Eleventh Hour". Amy x Eleven.
Eleventh Doctor - Teen - None - Fluff
Characters: Amy Pond
Series: None
Published: 2014.07.06 - Updated: 2014.07.06 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 299

Future Scoundrel by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
River reveals a small spoiler, and the Doctor doesn't believe her. Eleven x River.
Eleventh Doctor - All Ages - None - Romance
Characters: River Song
Series: None
Published: 2014.09.20 - Updated: 2014.09.20 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 308

Goodbye by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
Jamie holds back his feelings as Victoria says goodbye.
Second Doctor - All Ages - None - Angst, Romance
Characters: Jamie McCrimmon, Victoria Waterfield
Series: None
Published: 2015.07.23 - Updated: 2015.07.24 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 100

Happy Phantom by paynesgrey [Reviews - 1]
He sees her in the crowd. The Doctor knows Rose Tyler has returned.
Tenth Doctor, Eleventh Doctor - All Ages - None - Drama, Fluff
Characters: Amy Pond, Rory Williams, Rose Tyler, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.27 - Updated: 2015.01.27 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 605

Hello Again by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
The Doctor gets a surprise visit. River x Eleven. Ficlet. Series 5.
Eleventh Doctor - Teen - None - Humor, Romance
Characters: River Song
Series: None
Published: 2014.09.20 - Updated: 2014.09.20 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 306

Idle Moment by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
In a rare moment of respite, the Doctor reflects on his feelings for Charley.
Eighth Doctor - Teen - None - Angst, Drama, Fluff, General
Characters: Charley Pollard, The Doctor (8th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.20 - Updated: 2015.01.20 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 479

Impulse by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
The Doctor is an unusually good mood, so Clara takes advantage.
Twelfth Doctor - Teen - None - Fluff, Romance
Characters: Clara Oswin Oswald, The Doctor (12th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.02.03 - Updated: 2015.02.04 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1859

Little White Church by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
The Doctor has the perfect solution for Canton, but he forgets something important.
Eleventh Doctor - Teen - None - Humor
Characters: Canton Everett Delaware III, The Doctor (11th), The TARDIS
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.30 - Updated: 2015.01.30 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1050

Love by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
The Doctor and Clara travel to an alien planet to rescue an octopus princess.
Twelfth Doctor - Teen - None - Action/Adventure, Drama, Humor, Romance
Characters: Clara Oswin Oswald, Other Character(s), The Doctor (12th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.02.03 - Updated: 2015.02.04 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 2915

Lovely Form by paynesgrey [Reviews - 1]
The Doctor finds River Song doing yoga in a new room within the TARDIS.
Eleventh Doctor - Teen - None - Romance
Characters: River Song, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.27 - Updated: 2015.01.27 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 382

Mediator by paynesgrey [Reviews - 1]
The Doctor is upset again, and Barbara is persuaded to improve his mood.
First Doctor - All Ages - None - Character Study, General
Characters: Barbara Wright, The Doctor (1st)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.28 - Updated: 2015.01.28 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1394

Misery in His Wake by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
Amelia Pond was his light.
Eleventh Doctor - Teen - None - Angst, Character Study
Characters: Amy Pond, River Song, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.31 - Updated: 2015.01.31 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 387

Much Ado About Jeff by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
Amy is annoyed by the Doctor's strange affection for her friend Jeff.
Eleventh Doctor - Teen - None - Fluff, Humor
Characters: Amy Pond, Other Character(s), Rory Williams
Series: None
Published: 2014.09.20 - Updated: 2014.09.20 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1373

No Light by paynesgrey [Reviews - 2]
Clara and the Doctor are plunged into darkness. Spoilers for "Last Christmas".
Twelfth Doctor - Teen - None - Drama, General, Het, Romance
Characters: Clara Oswin Oswald, The Doctor (12th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.20 - Updated: 2015.01.20 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1803

Of Monsters by paynesgrey [Reviews - 1]
In the midst of dying, the Doctor sees an old friend in the in-between.
Tenth Doctor, Eleventh Doctor, Twelfth Doctor - Teen - None - Angst, Character Study, Introspection
Characters: The Doctor (11th), The Doctor (12th), The Master (Simm)
Series: None
Published: 2015.02.02 - Updated: 2015.02.02 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1229

Only the Lonely by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
The Tardis reminds the Doctor he has one more adventure, to teach a lonely girl the vital importance of her gifts. Crossover with a Heroes minor character, Alice Shaw, who has powers that control the weather.
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Angst, Character Study, Crossover
Characters: Other Character(s), The Doctor (10th)
Series: None
Published: 2014.07.06 - Updated: 2014.07.06 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 3189

Our Precarious Dance by paynesgrey [Reviews - 3]
When he kisses her, he always sees light.
Eleventh Doctor - Teen - None - Romance
Characters: River Song, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.27 - Updated: 2015.01.27 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 235

Perfect Package by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
"He's going to love you."
Twelfth Doctor - Teen - Non-Con - Character Study, Femslash
Characters: Clara Oswin Oswald, Missy
Series: None
Published: 2015.05.03 - Updated: 2015.05.04 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 205

Poor Little Paradox by paynesgrey [Reviews - 1]
The Doctor has some grim thoughts about Charley.
Eighth Doctor - All Ages - None - Angst, Character Study
Characters: Charley Pollard, The Doctor (8th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.27 - Updated: 2015.01.27 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 347

Rationale by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
Amy is coming on to the Doctor again, in secret. Ficlet. Amy x Eleven.
Eleventh Doctor - Teen - None - Romance
Characters: Amy Pond
Series: None
Published: 2014.09.20 - Updated: 2014.09.20 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 300

Rory and the Mad Doctor by paynesgrey [Reviews - 1]
Rory meets a strange man on one his shifts at the hospital.
Eighth Doctor, Eleventh Doctor - All Ages - None - Character Study, Humor
Characters: Amy Pond, Rory Williams, The Doctor (11th), The Doctor (8th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.30 - Updated: 2015.01.30 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1147

Serendipity by paynesgrey [Reviews - 4]
The Doctor happens upon a younger Rose Tyler, who already knows him.
Tenth Doctor, Eleventh Doctor - All Ages - None - Fluff, General
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.27 - Updated: 2015.01.27 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 509

She Could Have Said Yes by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
When he asked her to come with him, Grace could have said yes.
Eighth Doctor - All Ages - None - Character Study, Drama, Fluff
Characters: Grace Holloway, The Doctor (8th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.31 - Updated: 2015.01.31 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 357

Soothe by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
Clara takes care of the Doctor after he develops a terrible migraine. Part of an unrelated snippet series.
Twelfth Doctor - Teen - None - Fluff, General, Het
Characters: Clara Oswin Oswald, The Doctor (12th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.02.03 - Updated: 2015.02.04 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1129

Sunflower Girl by paynesgrey [Reviews - 3]
He'd fought a monster that day, and then dreamed of Amy. Vincent Van Gogh ficlet.
Eleventh Doctor - Teen - None - Character Study
Characters: Amy Pond, Other Character(s), The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.03.08 - Updated: 2015.03.08 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 438

Taste the Sun by paynesgrey [Reviews - 4]
When he kisses her, he swallows the sun.
Ninth Doctor - Teen - None - Angst, Romance
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.07.07 - Updated: 2015.07.07 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 460

The Doctor's Rory by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
Amy notices the Doctor becomes a little possessive of Rory. Season 5, after "Amy's Choice"
Eleventh Doctor - All Ages - None - Humor
Characters: Amy Pond, Rory Williams
Series: None
Published: 2014.09.20 - Updated: 2014.09.20 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1040

The Quiet Skies by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
Rose and the Doctor find a quiet moment to stargaze.
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Fluff, General
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.31 - Updated: 2015.01.31 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: No - Word Count: 470

The Rescue by paynesgrey [Reviews - 1]
The Doctor may want to die this time, but he's rescued anyway.
Eighth Doctor, Eleventh Doctor - Teen - None - Action/Adventure, Character Study, Drama
Characters: Clara Oswin Oswald, The Doctor (8th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.31 - Updated: 2015.01.31 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 512

The rooms collapsing in your mind by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
The uneasiness Amy feels about Rory becomes overwhelming.
Eleventh Doctor - Adult - None - Angst, Drama
Characters: Amy Pond, River Song, Rory Williams, The Doctor (11th), The TARDIS
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.28 - Updated: 2015.01.28 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 2513

The Sun Above, the Moon Beyond by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
The Doctor is gone again, but Rory is the one there for her. Takes place in between the two years in The Eleventh Hour.
Eleventh Doctor - Teen - None - Drama, Het, Missing Scene
Characters: Amy Pond, Rory Williams, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.05.06 - Updated: 2011.05.06 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 2402

The Woman by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
She shouldn't have meddled with his timeline, but she had to see him.
Eighth Doctor, Eleventh Doctor - Adult - None - Drama, Romance
Characters: River Song, The Doctor (8th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.31 - Updated: 2015.01.31 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 820

To Bring Him Back by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
Amelia Pond wants her Doctor back, so she tries to lure him with food. Ficlet.
Eleventh Doctor - All Ages - None - General, Vignette
Characters: Amy Pond, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.23 - Updated: 2015.01.23 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 315

Treasured Routines by paynesgrey [Reviews - 1]
Through it all, Oswin treasures her humanity the most.
Eleventh Doctor - All Ages - None - Character Study
Characters: Oswin Oswald, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.30 - Updated: 2015.01.30 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 616

Unintended Entrance by paynesgrey [Reviews - 0]
River Song does not intend to meet the Doctor's past self and his companion Charley Pollard.
Eighth Doctor, Eleventh Doctor - All Ages - None - Action/Adventure, Fluff, General
Characters: Charley Pollard, River Song, The Doctor (11th), The Doctor (8th)
Series: None
Published: 2015.01.30 - Updated: 2015.01.30 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 2308

Wherein Rory Encounters River Song by paynesgrey [Reviews - 1]
Rory meets River Song. Early series 5. Ficlet.
Eleventh Doctor - All Ages - None - Humor
Characters: Amy Pond, River Song, Rory Williams
Series: None
Published: 2014.09.20 - Updated: 2014.09.20 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 299



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