A Teaspoon And An Open Mind: A Doctor Who Fan Fiction Archive

Penname:haveloved (Trai)
Member Since:2011.01.11
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"For the first nineteen years of my life, nothing happened. Nothing at all, not ever. And then I met a man called the Doctor."

I'm a twenty one-year-old American girl, a nascent Doctor Who fan and a writer and reader at heart. I only recently got back into writing fanfiction, right around the same time I got into Doctor Who, and I've been so happy with how willing other fans have been to take the time to read and respond to my work!

I was introduced to the Doctor on one of the worst days of my college life thus far (I was indeed nineteen!), and honestly wondered what was so special about him. After seeing the first half of Series 1 slightly out of order, I watched "The Unquiet Dead". They met Charles Dickens, Rose and the Doctor grabbed each other's hands in the face of imminent death, and I was completely and totally sold. "The Parting of the Ways" and "Doomsday" reduced me to a pile of jelly, and I've never looked back since!

Most of my work will be Doctor/Rose and Amy/Rory. The Amy/Rory pieces will likely focus particularly on Rory, a character I dearly love and who I feel gets short shrift quite often. The smut pieces I do for Amy and Rory will often have sneaky bits of characterization, so it's not totally porn. ;) I also tend to deal with Rory's conflicted feelings about the Doctor; I was pleased as punch that "The Girl Who Waited" validated practically every piece I'd ever written!

Almost all of my pieces can be read independently, but I do have fun sneaking in certain motifs (chips, Charles Dickens, the wonderous worlds of books and bookstores) throughout my pieces, so have fun spotting those!

Here's to future days!

Awards




Untouchable won Round 1, Challenge 2 in doctor_rose_las.

There Is A Light That Never Goes Out received first place in then_theres_us' Challenge 72.

Thanks, everyone!
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Stories by haveloved [43] Favorite Stories and Series [12] Favorite Authors [0]
Pond Scum by haveloved [Reviews - 0]
The smutty misadventures of Amy and Rory Pond, in both conventional and unconventional locales!
Eleventh Doctor - - Explicit Sex - Het, PWP, Romance, Series
Characters: Amy Pond, Rory Williams
Open: No

The Domestic Approach by haveloved [Reviews - 0]
A loosely linear series of stories about Rose and TenII's married life in Pete's World.
Tenth Doctor - - None - Fluff, Het, Romance, Series
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (Duplicate 10th)
Open: No

Stories
'Cause I am me, the universe, and you. by haveloved [Reviews - 0]
“Shoes,” he murmurs, after a second. “That carried over. It was always about the shoes.”
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Character Study, Fluff, Het, Romance
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (Duplicate 10th)
Series: The Domestic Approach
Published: 2011.07.12 - Updated: 2011.07.13 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 437

a house on fire by haveloved [Reviews - 1]
But sometimes he considers the burning house and realizes that house might well be him and Amy. Pre-series.
Eleventh Doctor - All Ages - None - Angst, Character Study, Het, Romance
Characters: Amy Pond, Rory Williams
Series: None
Published: 2011.09.10 - Updated: 2011.09.10 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 323

a little dream of me by haveloved [Reviews - 1]
There is a man in her dreams who knows her name.
Eleventh Doctor - All Ages - None - Het, Missing Scene, Romance, Vignette
Characters: Amy Pond, Rory Williams
Series: None
Published: 2011.05.08 - Updated: 2011.05.09 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 284

A World of Laughter by haveloved [Reviews - 2]
A prequel to As Though of Hemlock I Had Drunk. “Let’s see, Interplanetary Zagat rates the local cuisine… home to film star Ooladesh Oolong… and—oh, yes! Look here!” Another jab. “The recently built Disneyland Clom! How’s that for globalization! Not even globalization—galacticization! Disney in space.”
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Fluff, Het, Humor, Romance
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.10.02 - Updated: 2011.10.03 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 2340

Almost Everything I Wish I'd Said the Last Time I Saw You by haveloved [Reviews - 2]
"There is no red bicycle here. In this universe, there was no twelve-year-old Rose and no Doctor to give her the bicycle." After Doomsday, Rose finds her footing in Pete's World and reflects on her time with both Doctors.
Multi-Era - All Ages - None - Angst, Het, Romance, Standalone
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th), The Doctor (9th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.03.16 - Updated: 2011.03.16 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1389

And In the Ocean We'll Hold Hands by haveloved [Reviews - 1]
"Rose Tyler-Smith, you're trying to seduce me, aren't you?" Rose and the Doctor's trip to the worst possible place could lead to the best possible night.
Tenth Doctor - Teen - None - Fluff, Het, Romance
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (Duplicate 10th)
Series: The Domestic Approach
Published: 2011.04.17 - Updated: 2011.04.18 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 880

And So Live Ever by haveloved [Reviews - 4]
A sequel to As Though of Hemlock I Had Drunk. Rose and the Doctor must consider the ramifications of their kiss.
Tenth Doctor - Teen - None - Het, Romance
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.04.30 - Updated: 2011.04.30 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1406

As Though of Hemlock I Had Drunk by haveloved [Reviews - 2]
When Rose is poisoned following a trip to Clom, the Doctor finds himself desperate, alone, and more afraid of losing her than he ever thought he'd be.
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Angst, Het, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Standalone
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.02.24 - Updated: 2011.02.24 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 2023

Before You Break My Heart by haveloved [Reviews - 0]
A 42-word look at Amy and Rory's difficult past.
Eleventh Doctor - All Ages - None - Angst, Character Study
Characters: Amy Pond, Rory Williams
Series: None
Published: 2011.09.10 - Updated: 2011.09.10 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 45

Bruised by haveloved [Reviews - 1]
Lather, rinse, repeat: the Doctor helps Rose wash her hair after a tiring day.
Ninth Doctor - All Ages - None - Fluff, Het, Romance, Standalone
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.02.10 - Updated: 2011.02.10 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1251

Dish Soap by haveloved [Reviews - 1]
Pre-series. Amy is just what Rory needs after his roughest day at work so far.
Eleventh Doctor - Teen - Swearing - Angst, Character Study, Het, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Standalone
Characters: Amy Pond, Rory Williams
Series: None
Published: 2011.05.06 - Updated: 2011.05.07 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1078

Duality by haveloved [Reviews - 2]
"Was I beautiful?" she whispers. "Or something to be afraid of?" Rose and the Doctor share an intimate moment.
Tenth Doctor - Teen - None - Het, Missing Scene, Romance, Vignette
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.06.14 - Updated: 2011.06.15 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 478

Ever After by haveloved [Reviews - 1]
The Doctor and Rose, about to embark on their next domestic adventure.
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Fluff, Het, Romance, Series
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (Duplicate 10th)
Series: The Domestic Approach
Published: 2011.06.14 - Updated: 2011.06.15 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 985

For a Lover of Long Ago by haveloved [Reviews - 1]
He pays for the book and before he leaves stops at the guestbook, signing it the same as ever. Dame Rose of the Powell Estate.
Multi-Era - All Ages - None - Angst, Het, Introspection, Romance, Standalone
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.06.14 - Updated: 2011.06.15 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1206

Halfway Out of the Dark by haveloved [Reviews - 1]
"I'm always yours, Rose." "Are you?"
Multi-Era - Teen - None - Angst, Romance, Standalone
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2012.01.14 - Updated: 2012.01.14 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1059

Hell and High Water by haveloved [Reviews - 1]
If the Doctor had never met Donna, he would have lost the will to live, mad with grief for Rose. His thoughts in his last moments surge back to her--and everything he should have said or done. 10Rose with flashes of 9Rose.
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Angst
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.01.12 - Updated: 2011.01.12 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 730

i'm the hero of this story by haveloved [Reviews - 2]
"Do you know what you did to her? Really, Doctor, do you? Because I do. I was there."
Eleventh Doctor - Teen - Swearing - Angst, Character Study, Drama, Introspection, Missing Scene, Standalone
Characters: Amy Pond, Rory Williams, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.05.08 - Updated: 2011.05.09 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1504

Itch to Scratch by haveloved [Reviews - 1]
Secret Diary of a Call Girl crossover. 10Hannah. Hannah is bored and needs some intimacy that she doesn't get paid for. The Doctor is desperately seeking someone to fill the void left by Rose. What happens when they find each other on a London street one night?
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Angst, Crossover, Het, Romance, Standalone
Characters: Other Character(s), The Doctor (10th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.02.10 - Updated: 2011.02.10 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1459

Mad Girl's Love Song by haveloved [Reviews - 2]
AU. “I don’t work with coma patients, Amy,” Rory reminds her patiently. “I work here in the psychiatric ward.”
Eleventh Doctor - All Ages - None - Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Introspection
Characters: Amy Pond, River Song, Rory Williams
Series: None
Published: 2011.07.12 - Updated: 2011.07.13 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1231

Memento Mori by haveloved [Reviews - 0]
"When I first met you was the same time that you first met me."
"What a coincidence."
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Angst, Character Study, Het, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Series, Vignette
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th), The Doctor (Duplicate 10th)
Series: The Domestic Approach
Published: 2011.06.14 - Updated: 2011.06.15 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 443

Miscalculations by haveloved [Reviews - 1]
She finds him bent over the oven in the flat’s minuscule kitchen, glaring, mystified, at the various dials and digital readouts as if they were the only foe to ever thwart him (and for all she knows, they could well be).
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Fluff, Het, Humor, Romance, Vignette
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (Duplicate 10th)
Series: The Domestic Approach
Published: 2011.05.15 - Updated: 2011.05.16 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 595

Not a Word by haveloved [Reviews - 2]
A/R. Amy and Rory, accepting the challenge of getting intimate in the bunk beds. It has the potential to get interesting.
Eleventh Doctor - Teen - None - Het, Humor, PWP, Romance, Vignette
Characters: Amy Pond, Rory Williams, The Doctor (11th)
Series: Pond Scum
Published: 2011.05.15 - Updated: 2011.05.16 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 813

Of All the Gin Joints by haveloved [Reviews - 2]
Harkness watched their progress before turning back to the Doctor. The man’s eyes—blue and normally icy, hard—were unusually soft and fixed on the woman. “Speak of the devil,” Harkness murmured, licking a finger and running it absently around the rim of his mug.
Multi-Era - Teen - Swearing - Alternate Universe, Drama, Het, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Standalone
Characters: Donna Noble, Jack Harkness, Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th), The Master (Simm)
Series: None
Published: 2011.04.28 - Updated: 2011.04.28 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 4530

Of Wool and Grecian Undergarments by haveloved [Reviews - 2]
The Doctor and Rose engage in a war over the proper attire to wear in ancient Greece, much to Jack's amusement.
Ninth Doctor - Teen - None - General, Humor, Standalone
Characters: Jack Harkness, Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.04.18 - Updated: 2011.04.18 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 563

Shattered by haveloved [Reviews - 1]
"He died in front of me twice. He died twice because I was stupid enough to think I could save him." After the events of "Father's Day", the Doctor offers comfort to a hurting Rose.
Ninth Doctor - All Ages - None - Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Standalone
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.02.10 - Updated: 2011.02.10 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1034

She Keeps Walking Away by haveloved [Reviews - 1]
All he wants is to watch her—that’s what he tells himself. That can’t possibly do any harm. He’s not seen her since that day at the Powell Estate—snow and that pink jacket and betting her she’d have a great year—and he lies to himself that just one glimpse more will satisfy him enough to let her go for as long as he can.
Multi-Era - All Ages - None - Angst, Het, Romance, Standalone
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.09.11 - Updated: 2011.09.12 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 979

She's Not There by haveloved [Reviews - 2]
Post-"The Almost People". Rory reacts to the Doctor's revelation in a harsher way than he would have expected.
Eleventh Doctor - Teen - Swearing - Angst, Character Study, Standalone
Characters: Amy Pond, Rory Williams, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.07.12 - Updated: 2011.07.13 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1183

Skirts and Other Distractions by haveloved [Reviews - 2]
Amy has a habit of going knickerless when she's wearing skirts and, well, Rory can't think of much else. Pure smut, inspired by the 2011 Comic Relief minisodes!
Eleventh Doctor - Adult - Explicit Sex - PWP, Romance, Standalone
Characters: Amy Pond, Rory Williams
Series: Pond Scum
Published: 2011.03.20 - Updated: 2011.03.21 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1349

Sting by haveloved [Reviews - 2]
There's a first time for everything. As it turns out, Sarah's allergic to yellow jacket stings. Her severe allergic reaction leads to a long-delayed confrontation between John and Rose, forcing them to face their fears for the future.
Tenth Doctor - Teen - Swearing - Angst, Drama, Het, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Series
Characters: Other Character(s), Rose Tyler, The Doctor (Duplicate 10th)
Series: The Domestic Approach
Published: 2011.06.18 - Updated: 2011.06.19 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 4385

the colored lights, they brightly shine by haveloved [Reviews - 1]
John will do just about anything to please his daughter Sarah, even if that means going a bit overboard on the winter festivities and thereby risking Rose's wrath.
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Fluff, Het, Romance, Series, Vignette
Characters: Other Character(s), Rose Tyler, The Doctor (Duplicate 10th)
Series: The Domestic Approach
Published: 2011.12.14 - Updated: 2011.12.14 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: No - Word Count: 1023

The Ghost of Christmas Presents by haveloved [Reviews - 2]
"When he goes back to the TARDIS, he picks up the copy of The Secret Garden lying on the console chair, holding it in his hands and wondering. Maybe he can’t do anything for the Rose he knows, but perhaps he can do a few things for the family Pete left behind."
Ninth Doctor - All Ages - None - Character Study, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Standalone
Characters: Jackie Tyler, Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.03.31 - Updated: 2011.04.01 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1554

The Right Place For Love by haveloved [Reviews - 0]
AU after "The Girl Who Waited". “She’s not coming back,” Rory said faintly. Amy makes the decision to leave the TARDIS, but Rory wants to stay. Faced with the knowledge that Amy has walked away and isn't coming back, Rory struggles with his conflicting emotions.
Eleventh Doctor - All Ages - None - Alternate Universe, Angst, Character Study, General, Introspection, Standalone
Characters: Amy Pond, Rory Williams, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.12.14 - Updated: 2011.12.14 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1648

The Stars Are Brightly Shining by haveloved [Reviews - 1]
AU. Christmas, 2005. Rose is a waitress at the local chippy, looking to cheer up an old man who's missing his granddaughter.
Multi-Era - All Ages - None - Alternate Universe, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Standalone
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (1st)
Series: None
Published: 2011.07.31 - Updated: 2011.07.31 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1079

The Time Is Out of Joint by haveloved [Reviews - 1]
“But things are the way they are. And the way they are now is that you have this little one.” Whilst raising their second child, Julian, Amy and Rory come to recognize the difficulties of their first child not exactly being a constant presence in their lives.
Eleventh Doctor - All Ages - None - Angst, Character Study, Romance, Standalone
Characters: Amy Pond, Other Character(s), River Song, Rory Williams
Series: None
Published: 2012.01.14 - Updated: 2012.01.14 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 3425

The Unsinkable Ship by haveloved [Reviews - 0]
He could stop them from getting on the ship—who’s to say he can’t? They’re gone. All of them. He’s the only one left. The Doctor, shortly before Rose.
Ninth Doctor - All Ages - Swearing - Angst, Romance, Standalone
Characters: Jack Harkness, Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.10.09 - Updated: 2011.10.10 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 352

Their Girl by haveloved [Reviews - 0]
The first time Sarah Tyler-Smith sees the inside of Torchwood Tower, she's ten years old. A short snippet of Rose, John, and Sarah.
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Fluff, General, Series
Characters: Other Character(s), Rose Tyler, The Doctor (Duplicate 10th)
Series: The Domestic Approach
Published: 2011.09.10 - Updated: 2011.09.10 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 315

There Is A Light That Never Goes Out by haveloved [Reviews - 3]
"He had meant to come here, so he didn’t know why he was so surprised. Maybe because she’d never mentioned this, never mentioned improbably meeting an odd stranger at a New Year’s party. But it wasn’t improbability at all. It was the absolute certainty that he would always find a way back to Rose."
Multi-Era - Teen - None - Het, Romance, Standalone
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.03.31 - Updated: 2011.04.01 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 3268

This Year, To Save Me From Tears by haveloved [Reviews - 1]
Christmas AU; 11/Rose. She made a resolution then and there, for the sake of her other garments and her own incredibly tenuous patience, to never work with Claus’s assistant if she could help it.
Multi-Era - Teen - None - Alternate Universe, Het, Humor, Romance
Characters: Donna Noble, Martha Jones, Rose Tyler, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.12.14 - Updated: 2011.12.14 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 5697

To Dream of Things That Never Were by haveloved [Reviews - 4]
"His hands twitched with the need to protect her, but the rational side of him said not to show his weakness, even if the vendor knew damn well what his weakness was, anyway. Two sides of the same twisted coin."
Multi-Era - Teen - None - Angst, Het, Introspection, Missing Scene, Romance, Standalone
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (11th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.04.13 - Updated: 2011.04.13 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1801

Unless, Perhaps, Someday, A War by haveloved [Reviews - 2]
She has realized since that forever is fragile. Forever can be taken away. But the fight cannot be taken out of Rose Tyler. Rose, as the dimension cannon is built and she finds herself working through the Doctor's timeline and trying to figure out what exactly is the mystery behind Donna Noble.
Multi-Era - Teen - Swearing - Action/Adventure, Character Study, Drama, Het, Missing Scene, Romance, Standalone
Characters: Donna Noble, Grace Holloway, Pete Tyler, Rory Williams, Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th), The Doctor (8th), The TARDIS, Torchwood, UNIT
Series: None
Published: 2011.06.14 - Updated: 2011.06.14 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 6080

Untouchable by haveloved [Reviews - 3]
A planet where humans feared to touch each other was where he realized that despite everything, he did love Rose Tyler.
Tenth Doctor - All Ages - None - Het, Introspection, Romance, Standalone
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (10th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.04.19 - Updated: 2011.04.20 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 958

what stays and what fades away by haveloved [Reviews - 2]
Those thirty-six years belonged to a whole other Amy, one who’s gone now. But it echoes back, sometimes. She’ll wake up feeling like she hasn’t been touched by another soul in so very many years. Post-Series 6.
Eleventh Doctor - All Ages - None - Angst, Character Study, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Introspection, Romance, Vignette
Characters: Amy Pond, Rory Williams
Series: None
Published: 2012.01.14 - Updated: 2012.01.14 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 418

Woman Wept by haveloved [Reviews - 2]
The Doctor takes Rose to the icy planet Woman Wept for a night of fun and sight-seeing.
Ninth Doctor - All Ages - None - Fluff, Missing Scene, Standalone
Characters: Rose Tyler, The Doctor (9th)
Series: None
Published: 2011.02.10 - Updated: 2011.02.10 - Chapters: 1 - Completed: Yes - Word Count: 1042



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